At night lying against no one's bare body
he listens to the sounds of the others
playing in the street, shouting,
calling each other's names, and
exchanging secrets they keep from him.
Later, after everyone has gone to bed
he lies still against no one's bare body
conjuring the faces and the soft touch
of a hand, an arm, the curve of a back,
and the smile that hides nothing from him.
The moon and stars outside his window
go round the sky while he waits
wrapping himself in no one's bare body
wondering how it is for the others
when everything is impossible to him.
He lies in bed, awake and shaken,
Imagining a life for himself and
Dreaming shadows into being
A bare body waiting next to him,
her arms reaching out to hold him
through the darkness of night.
("Dreaming shadows into being" is a quote from
Parallel Realities by Juliet Wilson and this poem was created in response to a prompt from
Poetry Thursday. The rest of it can all be blamed on me, bgfay.)